Sometimes I just like to watch-maybe we all do. sometimes I wish people could see what i saw, not necessarily the way i see it, but just some of the same things.

I'm sick of the dichotomy. The 'either or'. Making enemies of decent people for the sake of making yourself seem right or feel better. Demonizing others never worked for me- left me empty.

So many things make me feel empty but luckily small things seem to fill me up. smiles and hugs, oceans and puddles. Mountains and anthills. People who are trying there very best. Warmth. Its all so wholesome.

They say nothing matters to me, but they really do. Don't be fooled by my non chalantness. And true- most things dont phase me, i dont really notice somethings but i do pay attention.

I see what i want to see