The secret project

That im too embarrassed to really reveal right now but its in the works. i'm signed up and everything. Hopefully this will distract me for awhile.

curiosity killed the cat (but satisfaction bought him back)

But im never really satisfied. Cant seem to follow through on things. In the midst of one thing im doing, i get bored and want to leave and start on something new. What about seeing things through or commitment?

I thought curiosity was a childish trait, I thought id grow out of it. Buit im realizing that perhaps I wont? In fact it seems to be getting worse.

Freeze

Sometimes I stop in the middle of something and i think

Where am I. Today it happened while I was closing the gym. I'm in Atlanta. At work. Cleaning. Working a double shift. Its cold.

Today I went to work at the library, got my eyebrows done, ate indian buffet, drove around, wroked a grueling night shift at the gym, took marta home.

Life can be so elusive at times, like just when you reach out and grab it, it slips through your fingers like quicksand.

Its funny like that..

What am i doing with my life?

I feel a bit aimless. I made some bad decisions that i rpobably wont recover from. Makes me depressed, keeps me up at night. Not sure how to fix that.


A gulty conscience needs no accuser